I need to VENT!

AGHHHHH! Lately, I have been feeling a little stressed, a little torn about whether or not I'm making the right decisions about things & I'm beginning to get really frustrated & tired of everything..... There comes a time when a person can only handle so much. I wish that I could say that I was picking my husband up from the airport anytime now BUT that's not the case. :( I still have a few months to go. As much as I talk about time flying by for us, well.... at the same time, it can feel like it's dragging also. I'm trying to do things & make decisions that I feel are best but once it starts affecting people & relationships, yaddda yaddda yadda.... Then I start to question myself. It's kinda hard making decisions mostly on your own without your other half here to help you & support you. I'm really trying to do what I think is right, as well as beneficial to our family. But.... This is getting hard... & I'm so overwhelmed with emotions right now.. I just don't know what to do anymore... Who to talk to... I try my best not to complain or give hubby any reason to worry about anything going on at home. Ugh, what to do, what to do.... I'm gonna have to pray about this because I need some guidance, some strength, & some wisdom.

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Back to blogging... (For like the ump-teenth time!)

Oh my goodness! I have promised NUMEROUS times that I would blog & keep up with it on a regular basis. FAIL! :( I am terrible. But seriously, I will be on top of it this time. PROMISE!! :) I will update & post as much as I can.

But as for right now, I gotta get back to school work.. I'm multitasking while I type this. Haha. Slowly but surely, I'm in the process of making my dreams come true to become a CPhT.

bye. <3