I need to VENT!

AGHHHHH! Lately, I have been feeling a little stressed, a little torn about whether or not I'm making the right decisions about things & I'm beginning to get really frustrated & tired of everything..... There comes a time when a person can only handle so much. I wish that I could say that I was picking my husband up from the airport anytime now BUT that's not the case. :( I still have a few months to go. As much as I talk about time flying by for us, well.... at the same time, it can feel like it's dragging also. I'm trying to do things & make decisions that I feel are best but once it starts affecting people & relationships, yaddda yaddda yadda.... Then I start to question myself. It's kinda hard making decisions mostly on your own without your other half here to help you & support you. I'm really trying to do what I think is right, as well as beneficial to our family. But.... This is getting hard... & I'm so overwhelmed with emotions right now.. I just don't know what to do anymore... Who to talk to... I try my best not to complain or give hubby any reason to worry about anything going on at home. Ugh, what to do, what to do.... I'm gonna have to pray about this because I need some guidance, some strength, & some wisdom.

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Back to blogging... (For like the ump-teenth time!)

Oh my goodness! I have promised NUMEROUS times that I would blog & keep up with it on a regular basis. FAIL! :( I am terrible. But seriously, I will be on top of it this time. PROMISE!! :) I will update & post as much as I can.

But as for right now, I gotta get back to school work.. I'm multitasking while I type this. Haha. Slowly but surely, I'm in the process of making my dreams come true to become a CPhT.

bye. <3

So far, so good.

These last couple of weeks have been flying by. I am only hoping it will stay this way & that Adrean & I make the best of this time. I am so grateful that I am able to communicate with Richy through phone calls, skype, texting, & facebook on a daily basis. That's what's making this so much easier. :) I love the technology we have these days!!

Something I forgot to blog about... Almost 2 weeks ago, a really good friend of ours left to Georgia to switch his MOS & go through AIT again. We've only been hanging around Johnny for a few months, yet we have gotten so close to him. He has got to be one of the closest friends Richy & I have now & Adrean just LOVES him! He is awesome! He went with me to Reno for Richy's deployment ceremony so he could drive because I have never drove more than an hour on a road trip plus, the trip back would've been pretty tough if I was driving by myself. I can't forget to mention that our stay in Reno was 4 days & when we got back, he only had a week left to spend with his family & friends. Richy & I appreciated him taking the time to do that for us, it was really, really nice of him! We miss you & love you Johnny! Can't wait til we see you again!

Here are a few pics from my phone for the time being.

This is from the Army's Family Christmas Party

My super cool little man at the store when he stayed with Lucy.

Lol, I cannot believe she took my baby out like that!!  

12.21.10

 About to arrive at Disneyland!

Quick PowerNap.. Lol.

We woke up around 5:30 this morning, I think.

That's a little early for my honeybunny.

12.30.10

A few pics from Disneyland. <3

12.30.10

 New Year's Day 2011!

1.1.11

At the mall in Reno.

Richy took Adrean to Build A Bear.

[I'll make a post  about Reno, Build A Bear, etc.]

1.8.11

This is a pic of Richy's company at the

Deployment Ceremony in Reno. 

1.9.11

A pic of Adrian & Adrean at lunch

after the Deployment Ceremony in Reno.

1.9.11

Here's the start of our Deployment Tree project!

1.10.11

Richy sent me this pic of soldiers playing outside in the snow!

1.11.11

It's been a busy last few weeks...

Well, once again I took a looong break from blogging. I always have good intentions to post & update on EVERYTHING going on in our lives but I always end up saying "I'll get to it later." PLUS I was taking FULL advantage of having family here from out of town for the holidays & also making the best of the time Richy, Adrean, & I had left together before he left for deployment.

The holidays were amazing! I'm so thankful to have such a wonderful family & feel so blessed that they were able to come see us, especially Richy before he left.

After Christmas, we went to Disneyland & it was so awesome! My step dad has been wanting to take Adrean for quite some time now but we never took him up on his offer due to the fact Richy was never able to go because he would always be tied down with work or something. So, I never wanted to go without him obviously. We are really grateful my step dad did this for us because we were in need of a family vacay before Richy left! Adrean had the best time ever & can't wait to go back. Maybe sometime this year, I'll be able to take him again. 

I have a lot more to update about but I'm really disappointed because I can't find the thing to connect my camera to the computer so I can upload ALL MY NEW PICTURES! So, once I get my pics uploaded, I will get into full details on my posts about everything that's been going on lately, because its so much better to have a visual to go along with what you're reading.